The War Rages On

Scared and tired, both at the same time, Trapped in a cycle, my thoughts misalign. The high functioning ends, when no one’s around, In the silence, my worries compound. In the silence, my worries compound. The war rages on inside my mind, Fear of failure, no urge to rise, I’m confined. Wanting friends but hating social ties, Alone in the dark, yet craving the light, (paralyzed.) I want to be alone, but loneliness stings, Caught in the web of what my mind brings. Paralyzed by the weight of it all, Waiting for the final curtain to fall. Every breath feels like a fight, Lost in the dark, searching for the light. The weight of the world, it’s crushing my soul, In this endless war, I’m losing control. The war rages on inside my mind, Fear of failure, no urge to rise, I’m confined. Wanting friends but hating social ties, Alone in the dark, yet craving the light, (paralyzed.) These voices inside, they never relent, Breaking me down, piece by piece, they’re bent. I reach out my hand, but there’s no one to find, Trapped in this battle, I’m losing my mind. The war rages on inside my mind, Fear of failure, no urge to rise, I’m confined. Wanting friends but hating social ties, Alone in the dark, yet craving the light, paralyzed. I’m sinking deeper, no end in sight, Drowning in silence, losing the fight. The echoes of doubt, they scream in my head, In this endless war, I’m hanging by a thread. The war rages on inside my mind, Fear of failure, no urge to rise, I’m confined. Wanting friends but hating social ties, Alone in the dark, yet craving the light, paralyzed.