Lyrics
[Guitar Intro]
[Intro]
As the rain beats down on the window,
I sit and feel a lone again (alone again).
It's this constant loop (that I can't escape)
I try to fight it, but it's the same day after day.
(Always the same)
[Guitar Riff]
[Verse 1]
It's this monotony that's killing me; a choke hold around me (and I'm fighting for air)
I thought it'd be different by now, but I guess somehow
I lost it along the way
[Pre-Chorus]
It's the way I used to feel alive, when I was free (that I long for again)
But now it's got a hold on me (and I can't see)
A way to fight it.
Day after day, I try to break free
But I'm afraid I'm not moving now
[Chorus]
I've got to find something
I've got to find someone
I've got to figure this all out.
I'm losing myself, with each new day
I've got to get back to being meeeee (being meeee)
[Guitar Solo]
[Verse 2]
It's this pattern I can't break, this feeling I can't shake
(And know I'm trying) (I'm trying)
I know I can change. What's in front of me, but I'm stuck and can't move
Paralyzed by what I'm afraid of (Paralyzed by the truth)
I thought it'd be different by now, but I guess somehow
I lost it long the way
(Guitar Solo)
(violin)
(Guitar Solo)
[Bridge]
I've got a lot to do, to get back to my truth
It's going to be a long journey
Somewhere along the way, hopefully I can say
I'm ready finally (finally ready)
[Pre-Chorus]
It's the way I used to feel alive, when I was free (that I long for again)
But now it's got a hold on me (and I can't see)
A way to fight it.
Day after day, I try to break free
But I'm afraid I'm not moving now
[Chorus]
I've got to find something
I've got to find someone
I've got to figure this all out.
I'm losing myself, with each new day
I've got to get back to being meeeee (being meeee)
To being meeeeee
[Outro]
