Why so serious?

"Why so serious?" I'm sorry, I guess I'm a bit delirious! Is anybody else hearing this?! It's like somebodies going over a checklist in my mind And if I don't check every box I'll run out of time And all will be lost But really everything's fine My mind's just no longer mine I lost it some time ago In a grind without any flow So rigid it froze Thoughts crystalizing Hypnotizing 'Causing constant over analyzing 'Cause I refuse to be surprised by a thing So I live my life in a ring Spinning in circles Till I grow my wings And open up to what life brings!!!