oh so jealous

I'm so jealous I could cry So so jealous I may die While you're picking cherries in a sea of sweet sweet honey (how dare you) Dancing day through day like life was nothing but a funny (joke) Destiny is shitting all its scraps right in my face and I'm just Trying to get by the days, not getting insane by its unjust (gaze) Make me smile just once a day And give me anything to say Come home, just once no need to pray My dreams and hopes won't fade away All I can look forward to is school about to end But there I am, finally free, all that just to pretend Like I had a way to fill my void in all that time 'Cause being all that mad and sad feels like a dirty crime (Am I mad for you, you ask?) (Am I sad for you, you ask?) (Am I even glad for you, you ask?) (Oh no) (No no) I'm so jealous I could cry! So so jealous I may die! Got me cryin' over you Day and night through all of June But this summer Will be great I will love And I will hate I will feel All that you don't Get all the things That you once owned