Lost Control

[Instrumental Intro] [Normal Talking] Yeah, uh... This one's for the lost souls, you know?... Those who've been consumed by the fire within... [Instrumental] [Verse 1] Yo, I used to walk with a smile, now it's just a frown Lost in the darkness, can't find my way around Every step I take feels like I'm sinking deep In the pit of my anger, can't even get no sleep Started off as a spark, then it turned into a flame Now I'm burning down bridges, ain't nobody to blame My temper's like a storm, tearing everything apart Regret fills my heart, tearing me apart [Chorus Female Vocal] Lost control, lost my soul In the fury, I took a toll Hurt the ones I love the most Now I'm haunted by their ghost [Verse 2] Used to be the one they'd turn to, in times of need Now I'm the one they fear, the one they plead Forgive me for my sins, forgive me for my rage I'm trapped in this cage, locked in this mental stage Tried to contain it, but it burst through the seams Now I'm drowning in regrets, suffocating in my dreams I wish I could turn back time, undo the pain I caused But time's a cruel master, and I'm just another lost cause [Bridge] I see their faces in my nightmares Their cries echoing in my ears I'm sorry for the scars I left But I can't escape this fear [Verse 3] I used to be a king, now I'm just a pawn In this game of life, where I've been withdrawn From the ones who cared, the ones who stayed Now I'm left alone, in the mess I've made I pray for redemption, I pray for a second chance But redemption's just a word, in this deadly dance So I'll carry this burden, until the end of days Lost in the maze, of my own wicked ways [Instrumental] [Chorus] Lost control, lost my soul In the fury, I took a toll Hurt the ones I love the most Now I'm haunted by their ghost [Outro] In the shadows, I'll find my peace Seeking solace, my soul release Though haunted by my past mistakes I'll strive for redemption, whatever it takes [End]