Lyrics
[Verse]
Each day I'm fighting, writing, to keep the demons at bay
But eventually, in some way, they find their way in
And I can feel it weighing on me
While I'm praying, making a plea,
Saying, "Please take this burden from me"
[Verse 2]
Following the light through the darkness
Remembering fear itself is harmless
So I keep on breathing
But the demons keep on creeping in
[Verse 3]
Feeling like I'm falling within
Standing on a summit
About to stumble over and plummet
Into a pit with no bottom
Falling like leaves from trees in autumn
[Verse 4]
Problems? Yeah I got em'
But I wonder how many of them are real?
And how many of them are just how I feel?
[Verse 5]
Lately, everything's felt so surreal...
[Verse 6]
I'm tired of waiting for life to happen
I know now's the time to make life happen
[Verse 7]
So much has happened
Leaving me wrapped in my past
waiting for it to pass
'Cause I know nothing lasts
[Verse 8]
I can clearly see I've been living a lie
That's not of my own design
So I'm gonna try and make my own mind mine
[Verse 9]
I look up to the sky
Praying to peel back the layers of lies
Clouding my perception so I can see the truth
I wanna see the world again as I did in my youth
[Verse 10]
Writing these rhymes consoles my soul
But I'm wondering...
Will I ever reach for my dreams before I grow too old?
[Verse 11]
I'm feeling kinda cold
My soul singing a song
For days long gone
Waiting forever for dawn
Feeling withdrawn
Why can't I move on?
Sometimes it even feels like my future is gone
I need to change my dream
[Verse 12]
And silence the screams of inner demons...
[Verse 13]
Deep in the deep end
I begin to descend
How can I transcend
I feel like I'm on the mend
but don't wanna pretend
[Bridge]
I need to be real
I need to say what I feel
No one ever told me it would hurt to heal
But I can't conceal the pain, I feel
Like they say no pain no gain, it's real
I want to break free of these chains
And feel the blood pumping through these veins once again
