Dear Ella

[Verse] When you go to bed And close your eyes You couldn’t understand What I feel at night [Verse 2] I think of your bright smile You have the best laugh Although you’re so happy I’m scared to death Of missing out on all you have I don’t want to mess up and ruin that [Chorus] But the heartache keeps creeping in Tellin me I’m bad at this I’m missing out on your smile while I lie awake Every moment without you is a mistake [Verse 3] Mommy didn’t know how to live until you I still don’t know but I’ve got to do it for you 3 years with you and I’m just 22 But I could not live any longer without you [Chorus] All the things I hate in me I love in you 7 billion people in the world But I created you. [Bridge] From the first kicks To hearing your heartbeat The first steps, and hearing you speak, From your first taste of any sweet I have been here and I’ll always be