where's my love

I try to win, But you take my spot. I gasp for victory, But always come second after you. You used to boil my blood, Now you don't as much. You used to be a bitter thought, Now you're sweet luck. (Pre-chorus) I'm drowning in these flames of shame, Letting myself remember your face, Letting myself imagine you're mine, Trying to stop but I crossed the line. (Chorus) I'm drowning in the shadows, Of a love I can't deny. Lost in the fury, Of a love that makes me cry. I'm the girl who's fallen, For the one I should despise, While he dances in glory , I'm consumed by my lies. (Verse 2) I used to like to read the stories, Where foes unite, and love's defined. In tales and books, it's all a game, But in reality, it's not the same. Is it even love, if only one feels? I don't like to give up but this time i kneel. (Pre-chorus) I'm drowning in these flames of shame, Letting myself remember your face, Letting myself imagine you're mine, Trying to stop but I crossed the line. (Chorus) I'm drowning in the shadows, Of a love I can't deny. Lost in the fury, Of a love that makes me cry. I'm the girl who's fallen, For the one I should despise, While he dances in glory , I'm consumed by my lies. (Bridge) I don't want this, stay away from me! Loving you is torture, please jut let me be! You being so perfect, Becomes my insecurity. (Chorus) I'm drowning in the shadows, Of a love I can't deny. Lost in the fury, Of a love that makes me cry. I'm the girl who's fallen, For the one I should despise, While he dances in glory , I'm consumed by my lies. (Outro)