i don't want to

[soft instrumental intro] [piano and synth] [verse] Don’t know what happened, I guess I lost my way My biggest fear in life I stayed the same Cuz people always say that people never change [prechorus] i wish someone had loved me back when it could have helped I’m picking up the pieces just not very well [chorus] I know I can do it Don’t know if I want to Always been tough, I think I'm just through If someone was there When it could have helped Might be a little better Might be someone else Been doing my best It's not good enough trying to survive the world that hurt us [drop] The world that hurt us [downbeat] [verse] Thought I had some kind of magic But I'm just spacing out My biggest fears in life Still come out every night Cuz People don’t treat people well when they’re too young to fight [pause] [downbeat] [prechorus] i wish someone had loved me back when it could have helped I’m picking up the pieces just not very well [big build up] [chorus] I know I can do it Don’t know if I want to Always been tough, I think I'm just through If someone was there When it could have helped Might be a little better Might be someone else Been doing my best It's not good enough trying to survive the world that hurt us [bridge] I’m sick of pretending that an hour a week Makes anything better ‘Cuz I still can’t sleep They say this is healing They say I'm alright But I don't feel that way when I stay up all night [short instrumental break] [outro chorus] Not abusing drugs Still got a crutch i stay up too late take sleep aids too much i still lay down When i should get up life is passing by While i feel stuck Been doing my best It's not good enough trying to survive in the world that hurt us [pause] [bridge] I’m sick of pretending that an hour a week Makes anything better ‘Cuz I still can’t sleep They say this is healing They say I'm alright But I don't feel that way when I stay up all night [short instrumental break] [outro] Not abusing drugs Still got a crutch i stay up too late take sleep aids too much i still lay down When i should get up life is passing by While i feel stuck (stuck) (stuck) (stuck) [echo out] [soft piano and synth instrumental break] [outro] Not abusing drugs Still got a crutch i stay up too late take sleep aids too much i still lay down When i should get up life is passing by While i feel stuck (stuck) (stuck) (stuck) [echo out] (i feel stuck) (stuck) (i should feel loved) (i should feel loved) [piano and synths] [fade out] [end]