Dissipation

Good morning today, how are you Couple simple words that I cannot seem to use It’s like a fortress that I cannot break through All of this just because I wanna talk to you Watching as you dance And seeing my emptiness It’s clawing at my mind And it’s draining all my life You just living now I’m gonna lose my line It’s gnawing at me now From the inside to the out So now there’s Doodles in the mind That I cannot seem to find It’s scribbles and its rhymes That make up all my life You don’t understand The hellscape in my hands Yeah I doubt you care That I even changed my hair I can’t even say hello And it’s hurting me And burning me And I’m falling down below Because every time I get closer You just seem to go And you’re farther and you’re farther Till I just stop and let go Yeah there’s nothing left of me It dissipated long ago I was gonna say hey but then I just forego So the next time that I try I hope I really fight For these simple actions are the toughest to seek and find