Lyrics
[intro]
Contemplatin' destiny,
Connectin' the ends of a straight line, i forced into existance
Contemplatin' reality,
connectin' the dots, like a criminal detective, Lost, with no evidence
[verse 1]
I'm like a motor, missin' it's pistons
Like a body lackin' nutritions
Like an agent with no mission
Like a psychic with no vision
Of the future
Consider my past as a relic of dispute
Unclear how it got to this point
Used to treat every day as a tribute (to life)
Now i'm contemplatin' rollin' a joint
Intimidatin' thougths, when i remember
How it was
'Cause when i look at the calender
I get reminded of all that works against me
Been sick a decade too long
[chorus]
What if i became the addict i was supposed to be
What if i took the route that was paved for me
What if i would get the help i need
What if i proceed, would i continue to bleed.
[pause]
What if i became the addict i was supposed to be
What if i took the route that was paved for me
What if i would get the help i need
What if i proceed, would i continue to bleed.
[birdge]
Would it be any different
Would it ever happen
Would it take form in another event
Would it always be with me to the end
[verse 2]
Too stubborn to understand, it wasn't part of my plan
Powered through the pain
Endured more than i could comprehand
Drivin' me insane.
So close to get up out of there.
To support my mother
But i was closer to death fodder
Happened so quick, but so slow
Thought i only needed some grease for my elbow
Might aswell be on death row
Lost connection with people
That couldn't see it from my perspection
Luckely i look at life as glass half full
Currently i'm just tryna' improve
Been so many boulders to move
Can't count the amount of lessons learned
Bridges burned, so
My heart is gettin' colder
[outro]
What if i became the addict i was supposed to be
What if i took the route that was paved for me
What if i would get the help i need
What if i proceed, would i continue to bleed.
[pause]
What if i became the addict i was supposed to be
What if i took the route that was paved for me
What if i would get the help i need
What if i proceed, would i continue to bleed.
(never give up)
[end]
