Shadows of the Mind

[Verse] Living in this haze every day Trying hard but the brain won't play Do I go or do I stay? Struggling through in a silent way [Verse 2] Why don't they see the me inside Everyone pulls me side to side Getting used up every ride Behind the mask is where I hide [Chorus] Faking smiles to my kids Pretending life is a blissful twist Inside I'm trapped can't resist Dreaming for a taste of happiness [Verse 3] Why is joy so far away Why'd I get the worst of days? Just want a love that stays, A genuine smile, a warming blaze [Bridge] Release these chains and let me see What real happiness could be Set this weary soul free To finally feel true glee [Chorus] Faking smiles to my kids Pretending life is a blissful twist Inside I'm trapped can't resist Dreaming for a taste of happiness