haven't met you yet

sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night, and i just cry because i miss your eyes and i miss your laugh and i miss your smile, feels like i haven't seen that in awhile these days I'm feeling so full of regret, and it's hard because i haven't met you yet i start to frown and i feel down and it's true it's because i just miss you i really need you in my life, my gorgeous goddess, true love, future wife never felt so free and yet i feel so trapped, you make me feel so good but still i feel like crap i want you more than anything so much i forget, this is crazy cause i haven't met you yet felt so much pain felt so much hurt, kicked when i was down and pushed in the dirt then you showed up and you saved me, made me feel so good and called me baby