Only for a while

[Intro-Ocean] [Verse 1] Crashing waves on my mind, Hope subsiding into apathy Fear giving way to nausea Dead dreams echoing my entropy (Please let me go) (I'm not strong enough to leave) [Verse 2] What is there left to live, When tomorrow feels recused? Withdrawn from myself Time has worn me down Seen me abandoned and abused [Verse 3] There used to be something here (When did we become a lie?) I think I knew before I could That day you said good-bye [Instrumental] [Whispered] Is there a future without you here? Where do I start? How to begin? I know I have to try but, do I want to? I don't see myself making it out of this That time you left me sitting there Your words replaying in my mind I felt myself disintegrate in your view The tears in my eyes betrayed me I wish I could take them back from you [Verse 4] I wish you had seen yourself Through my eyes You would have understood I was never your enemy I was always on your side [Outro] I always had your back You could do no wrong Somehow you slipped away Was I alone all along?