Dionysus

I bottle my hate like a cask of fine wine waiting to tap it as it grows stronger with time always too late, and never alright I don't know how to express it I just say I'm fine (i'm fine) I live my life with hubris (hubris) you'd never guess it but this wine is fruitless (fruitless) an endeavor not worth having but one i have nonetheless drinking down the pain to deal with the stress I like to party do you like to party? I'm the life of the party if the party's in the morgue but that doesn't mean i can't have fun c'mon girl shut the door we can have a party of two and start a sleep over and I'll show you the reason why they call me Ben Doughver that might seem crass but i'm just here for-- well anyways, I need an outlet for my rage, and the only release is ecstasy so c'mon baby it's just you and me I'm the embodiment of expression if what i'm expressin' is what i'm stressin' just like my cups i don't handle them until they runneth over I'm a fighter (i'm a fighter) if what i'm battling is demons fighting my self consciousness but you know what they always say make love not war I wish I could purify myself cleansed of all emotions expressing only happiness feeling only devotion but the only thing I like to feel right now is the motion of the ocean if you catch my drift (if you catch my drift) I guess what i'm really fighting is my nature I lock my emotions inside a cage, but they can't be tamed and nothing ever changes, it's all the same which is why I have to cope in different ways I bottle my hate like a cask of fine wine waiting to tap it as it grows stronger with time always too late, and never alright I don't know how to express it I just say I'm fine (i'm fine) I live my life with hubris (hubris) you'd never guess it but this wine is fruitless (fruitless) an endeavor not worth having but one i have nonetheless drinking down the pain to deal with the stress I bottle my hate like a cask of fine wine waiting to tap it as it grows stronger with time always too late, and never alright I don't know how to express it I just say I'm fine (i'm fine) I live my life with hubris (hubris) you'd never guess it but this wine is fruitless (fruitless) an endeavor not worth having but one i have nonetheless drinking down the pain to deal with the stress I let this wine ferment in my darkness through all my hardships but I drink it regardless and i'm not heartless when I tap into it-- i've learned to share [end]