The day my heart wrote a song

44 years old, life starting over. I thought my chance at love was no more. Back to Back heart ache, love wasn't my game. loving and loving till it hurt my brain. So much love so much time, I gave away all my soul could supply. I thought my heart was dead, I thought it was defeated. I actually wished for it to stop beating. Then an angel appeared, friendship was her aim. We fought off the feelings we could not explain. If I looked in her eyes, if she looked in mine. The love flows through our veins sublime. It felt like home, it felt so right. It felt like my heart had found peace this time. But she was seeing a boy and she needed a man, a man that could give her back all the love that she had. I could see it was me, all she seen was the boy. I walked away to save my heart all the turmoil. So my heart says soulmate, still waiting on our date. My heart wrote this song hoping its not too late