I'm at War with myself

[instrumental instro, violin melody, cello background] [first verse] i only live at night, where no light is seen, my life a constant fight, that's how it's always been resisting my inner demons might [pre-chorus] they turn every smile into a frown, causing sadness, trying to make me drown [chorus] im at war with myself, my inner demons rage alone in this battle, unable to disengage. [instrumental break][melodic break, violin] [second verse] every day is a new test, with the same old thoughts, i just can't find any rest, there's too much pain within my chest. [third verse] it costs me all my energy, just to stay alive. and no one can see, that i'm struggling to survive. [emotional interlude] [pre-chorus] dark thoughts linger, they dont relent. i'm always in the ringer, can't see the end. [chorus] im at war with myself, my inner demons rage alone in this battle, unable to disengage. [violin solo] [fourth verse] bad memories cloud my mind, things i just can't forget. i want to leave my past behind, but i can't let go of my regret. [fifth verse] things i have done, or words i said. a pain i can't outrun, or get out of my head. [soft interlude] [pre-chorus] will i ever find peace? will i be able to move on? i fear that my chances have already gone... [chorus] im at war with myself, my inner demons rage alone in this battle, unable to disengage. [instrumental outro] [end]