A Cactus In A Rainforest

[Verse] Why is it so hard to let go? My free time always takes a blow. For fun eludes me, and tends to abuse me with its empty promise of happiness. [Pre-Chorus] And I try to change. And I try to change them. But I've come to see, I just might be, a cactus in a rainforest. [Chorus] No matter how much sand I pact, nothing will change the fact this rainforest will never be a desert. No matter how hard I try, Until my current mindset dies, Nothing will make this rainforest a desert. [Verse] I try to move on, but I always come back. For self-respect is something I lack. The desert is too comfortable for a Cactus like me. Can’t you see? [Pre-Chorus] I try to change. And I try to change them. But I've come to see, I just might be, a cactus in a rainforest. [Chorus] No matter how much sand I pact, nothing will change the fact this rainforest will never be a desert. No matter how hard I try, Until my current mindset dies, Nothing will make this rainforest a desert. [Verse] It’ll take some time for me to align with this fact. But in the end, I will pretend and remain content with this act. For maybe it’s ok to be… [Pre-Chorus] A Cactus in a rainforest! [Chorus] No matter how much sand I pact, nothing will change the fact this rainforest will never be a desert. No matter how hard I try, Until my current mindset dies, Nothing will make this rainforest a desert.